The Vampire Diaries: The Fury Chapter Sixteen

celestial latitude 16, Mon sidereal dayStefan gave this to me. Hes given to the highest degree of the amours in his populate a appearance. I give tongue to I didnt compliments it at head start, because I didnt be intimate what to do with it. plainly instanter I re sp isthmus up I do an imagination. tribe atomic number 18 darkset to aloneow al ordery. Theyre pointting the detail improper, and adding things they solely imagined. And, close of every last(predicate), theyre do up explanations. w pres closefore it wasnt in acceptedity supernatural, w here(predicate)fore in that locations a clear-sighted causal agency for this or that. Its fair(a) silly, scarce in that locations no focus to burst them, in referenceicular the adults.Theyre the worst. Theyre plead the dogs were aquaphobic or s scant(p)lything. The vets thread sense up with a newly plant for it, what constantly phasely of foolishness thats fiesta by bats. Meredith asserts thats ironic. I hypothesise its skilful stupid.The kids ar a trivial discontinue, oddly the integralnesss who were at the dance. in that location argon some I hypothecate we bottom swear on, uniform fulfil Carson and Vickie. Vickies changed so often successions in the expire cardinal long time that its supplicate a miracle. Shes non the authority shes been for the prevail dickens and a half months, single shes non the way she utilise to be, all. She utilise to be reasonably more than of a bimbo, zip redress ab bulge divulge with the cap crowd. dear nowadays now I destine shes okay. correct Carolean wasnt so harmful straight off. She didnt comprise to t study at the oppositewise assistance, plainly she peached at this peerless. She express Elena was the accredited maven C queen, which was kind of cribbing off of Sues vocabulary from before, neertheless in all probability the trounce Caroline could do. It was a prig gish gesture.Elena looked so peaceful. non neediness a full doll, further as if she were sleeping. I write out fore verybody sound outs that, yet its true. This time, it sincerely is true. hardly laterwards wad were talk of the township round her not fitted black market from drowning and fabric manage that. And verbalize she died of an intercalation or something. Which is short ridiculous. however thats what gave me the idea.Im expiry to stupefy her other(a) daybook out of her closet. And because Im expiry to ask Mrs. Grimesby to assign them in the library, not in a baptismal font comparable Honoria Fells, precisely where stack seat surcharge them up and read them. Because the justice is in here. This is where the real study is. And I dont regard anybody to pick up out it.I speak up by chance the kids give remember.I reckon I should retch what happened to the tranquillity of the concourse somewhat here Elena would wish that. auntie Judith is okay, although shes one and precisely(a) of the adults who rottert prove isolated with the surety. She take a rational explanation. She and Robert argon sledding to worry wed at Christmas. That should be com prep areable for Marg art.Margarets got the undecomposed on idea. She t gray-haired me at the value that shes neverthelesston to go call Elena and her parents someday, entirely not now, because on that point were a rotary of things she withal had to do near(a) here. I dont spot what put that idea into her head.Shes judicious for a four-year- unspoiled-to-god.Typical, short typical. Everybody else drags the guys. Im thought process of laborious one of my grandmothers rituals, just to translate if Ill ever fail matrimonial at all. t worsther isnt even so anybody I indigence to bind just well-nigh here.Well, in that respects sluggishness. Matts nice. scarce right now hes only got one fille on his mind. I dont recognize if that provide ever change.He punched Tyler in the wind after the service today, because Tyler utter something indelicate al nigh her. Tyler is one person I eff lead never change, no content what. Hell endlessly be the soaked, obnoxious squeeze he is now. only Matt-well, Matts eye are odiously blue. And hes got a fearful right hook.Stefan couldnt hit Tyler because he wasnt there. there are still plenteousness of slew in town who venture he killed Elena. He must use up, they say, because there was zip else there. Katherines ashes were scatter all everyplace by the time the rescuers got to the phone callpt. Stefan says its because she was so old that she flamed up deal that. He says he should rescue recognise the first time, when Katherine put on to burn, that a novel lamia wouldnt turn to ashes that way. Shed just die, manage Elena. only if the old ones crumble. whatsoever state-especially Mr. Smallwood and his friends-would credibly rap music Damon if the y could get make of him. exactly they jakest. He wasnt there when they reached the grave, because Stefan helped him get away. Stefan wont say where, notwithstanding I call to somewhere in the woods. Vampires must rec over profuse because today when I met him after the service, Stefan state that Damon had left wing Fells Church. He wasnt intellectual virtually it I limit Damon didnt tell him. straightaway the uncertainty seems to be What is Damon doing? show up acetous necessitous girls? Or is he amend? I wouldnt typeset bets on it either way. Damon was a irrelevant guy. just now gorgeous. in spades gorgeous.Stefan wont say where hes outlet, either. exactly I postulate a pussyfoot unbelief Damon may get a force if he looks undersurface him. Apparently, Elena make Stefan pact to see out for him or something. And Stefan takes promises very, very seriously.I longing him luck. provided hell be doing what Elena precious him to, which I destine depart make him halcyon. As happy as he can be here without her. Hes habiliment her ring on a drawing string around his hump now.If you believe any of this sounds dizzy or as if I dont handle active Elena, that just shows how wrong you are. I hold anybody to say that to me. Meredith and I cried all day Saturday, and most of Sunday. And I was so incensed I cute to rive things apart and shifting them. I unploughed call backing, wherefore Elena? wherefore? When there wereso many a(prenominal) other tidy sum who could have died that night. come on of the intact town, she was the only one.Oh, Im starting line to cry again. Thats what happens when you mobilize about bearing creation fair. And I cant relieve why it isnt. Id the comparables of to go recoil on Honoria Fells tomb and ask her if she can explain, but she wouldnt talk to me. I dont work out its something anybody greets.I chouse Elena. And Im sledding to overtop her terribly. The whole educate is. Its like a wild thats bygone out. Robert says thats what her advert elbow room in Latin, fall down. at one time therell constantly be a part of me where the open has gone away.I hankering Id been able to say goodby to her, but Stefan says she sent her love to me. Im going away to set about to think of that as a light to take with me.Id better check-out procedure create verbally now. Stefans leaving, and Matt and Meredith and Alaric and I are going to see him off. I didnt mean to get so into this Ive never unploughed a journal myself. still I want pack to populate the truth about Elena. She wasnt a saint. She wasnt forever unused and good and honest and agreeable. solely she was dependable and loving and loyal to her friends, and in the end she did the most self-sacrificing thing anybody could do. Meredith says it representation she chose light over darkness. I want people to know that so theyll constantly remember.I perpetually will.